Realm of dream

Maybe you’ll come to my space and see this passage without any difficuties , but I still wanna write down all the feeling stuck on my mind for a long time.

Don’t know the reason why causes all the things happen, and the turth is , it won’t stop until I could figure out myself. Let me c , how does it work—chemistry? Since I had not talked with him a long time ago, and I met u, then we started the hot conversations almost everyday. Till now I stay here just to wait for u.

U know what, it does give rise to a dependence on u, even on myself, and it maybe a habit which can not live without u, for I can get evething beautiful from u, and it is really very nice to me. I began to write poems again. I have written many glory things with my thought on you. With u , I could feel everthing alive in the world—the leaves of tree flying around the groud—the birds are singing when they are having a rest ---the blue sky always shows me the ease time of the whole universe---the golden hours send in----as to the way to your heart, hardly could I be detached myself from your soul.

Now I just sit at the PC. Thinking about all the stuff  , I even can not see what the sudden heat means. It’s just like a joke, god let us meet, talk ,and find. I wish that I will work out a littel about u, but I couldn’t. If I were something that can see right through your soul, we would not just sit here and suspect many things which we still  can’t make clear. But how I wish I could be yours. That’s why time is so strange that has confused us. I hope that just a plan of god, and things will be got through very soon.

Miss u, be conqured by your thought, lost myself, wonder all the answers, and ponder.

Life likes this, right? But would you like to tell me about that? Cause I’ve been ready for the adventure.

                                                                                                                                                      ----------Dream

对着电脑一大堆未知的感觉，耳朵传来的是CBTM，现在都习惯用缩写去写歌曲的名称了，人也活得越来越简单，Ipod买了那么久都没仔细研究过Itunes，前些天看到BF能够熟练地掌握Ipod的一大堆软件，有些感叹，人认真起来简直就把一切都给吃到独自里去了；控制一切，像个肉食凶残的动物。ＣＢＴＭ消失了，反而传来的是SR大师幽深的声音，慢慢地在心底回旋。

空间啊，空间，如果这只是一个最好的日记本那该多好，我可以把整个人生记录于此，可惜并不是啊。人就这么点精力与信任，当然，人本就是如此。不断地在自己与社会的漩涡里旋转，选择，当然，还有更多的人和你一样陪你一起转啊转，得到，失去，谎言，信任等等。活了一辈子，甚至还不知道自己为何而活。如果我们真的能像那只鸭子一样飞出篱笆----它最终还是被踹进篱笆了----去呼吸，暂时飞到世界的上方，自己的世界了数着天上的星星，我想，音乐一直在你的身边如同流水般包围着你，使你感到清凉，自由。

多少次，我尝试着让自己不断地进入自己的内心，却在每次听到窗外的汽车声，提醒我你永远生活在现实中。挑战--一个特殊的单词，顿时成了金钱的附属精神。微笑--冷笑--狂笑--为了家庭的幸福，爱人自由的生活。come back to me, baby, u know who u r.

Na Na Na, Na Na Na Na…

音乐播放器可不是随着你的心情而播放你最需要清醒的音乐噢。所以，生命的未知也是让你去挑战自我情绪的一张扑克。出对了，小丑或许会对你微笑。

申请了新的MSN，写日志就不用上网了，这样也好。似乎就像个真正的日记本，如同Word似的文档与格式，让我稍微有了些信任感。

说实话，最近发生了一些事情，一时间有些束手无策，但最终，才发现原来最爱的和最珍惜的往往在我们身边，陪伴着，就像一杯白开水无味，无色，但是安全。原来在荷尔蒙即将慢慢消逝的这段时间内，爱正慢慢升华。再说，谁不愿在老的时候牵着另一半的手在海边散步呢？

就让这个空间，这个记载着我的日记的windows live writer大放它的光芒吧！！